No matter what...He has got you and He loves you. When you feel like giving up and that it's not worth it - lean into Him a little more. His love for you will absorb your fear. His grace for you will cover your mess. Jesus is always close - turn to the Light.
“The only way our faith will ever strengthen is for us to use it.
We need to apply thought and prayer to our decisions and then trust God
for the outcome. We need to set our sights on growing in faith, not
shrinking back for fear of failure.”