I can live in the past sometimes. I can start to define who I am by my past
mistakes. But I'm not defined by my past...I’m defined by God. He doesn’t see me as a failure…even if I feel
like I am. We are all failures if we’re
honest.
This social media world can really make me feel like a big
failure…especially if I start to compare myself with everyone’s highlighted
reel. Because really the stats, the
pictures, the pins, the tweets are all the highlighted reels of everyone lives.
Steven
Furtick says, “The reason we struggle with insecurity is because we compare our
behind-the-scenes with everyone else’s highlight reel.”
I didn’t finish college.
I dropped out after my 2nd year. Fear, for the most part, is why I didn’t
finish. I let fear overtake me and
thought that I couldn’t handle it. I got
in with the wrong crowd and was just a scared young girl. So I dropped out because I didn’t think I
could recover from my mistakes there and I went home… because I felt safe
there.
I could focus on dropping out and think of myself as a
failure…or…I could focus on the fact that by leaving college it led me to Blacksburg,
VA…to my husband. It led me to nursing
school (something I was good at!). It led
me to my two beautiful children…to teaching yoga….to truly finding JESUS…to my
photography and to being thankful and grateful for everything in my life today.
That is falling forward.
“Jesus’ grace is the one-way love that gets you back to Joy.”
~Ann Voskamp
~Ann Voskamp
Focusing on what I don’t like about my past or focusing
on my mistakes means I am lost. Lost in
the present and stuck in the past---it means I have taken my eyes off of Jesus! Don’t get me wrong…we can learn from our past
mistakes but to sulk in them and start to define ourselves as a hot mess then
it becomes a problem. Sheila Walsh says, “What should have happened,
did.” So I pause…breathe…and give thanks.
I remember to move forward with Him…because that is where the joy
is! God doesn’t remind of us of our mistakes. That is not from Him. You simply look to Him and move forward in
love. I must choose to look at myself
through the lens of Jesus - because if I focus on my failures or mistakes then
I am not living for Him. If I LEAN into
Him and focus on Him – then I am living JOY.
Sometimes we have to go through the
fire to get to the JOY.
Leaning
in and falling forward is the road I want to be on.
God will use our mess for His message. That’s just the way it is. He doesn’t search for perfect people….His
history is using people that are a mess.
“But
one thing I do:
forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead…I press on toward the goal for the
prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.”
~Phil. 3:13-14
When I start to forget who I am and Whose I am - I will remember that In Christ, I am:
*God’s Masterpiece (Eph 2:10)
*Forgiven (Eph 1:7)
*A new creature (2 Cor 5:17)
*Strong in the Lord (Eph 6:10)
*Accepted in Christ (Eph 1:6)
*Loved with everlasting Love (Jer
31:3)
*Overtaken with blessings (Deut 28:2)
Root Down to Rise Up! Root down to God’s promises. Rise up to His grace.
Moving forward and putting God first…because by putting God first everything else falls into place.
“As
we come to know God and fully rely on His love for us, we stop allowing the
past to determine our future.” ~Renee
Swope
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